True Facts of Life-Chocolates Pleasure

continued...

2006-11-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

Yang gui Fei Satue...
so chio rite...

The two of us...
At i dun know where...

Myself and weitong...

long long time...

2006-11-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog so decided to display some of the Xi'an photos... (2-3 bah)

Five of us went only...
Quite pathetic...
hope next year got better response...
The more the merrier wad...

Lis wan damn cool...
Le English barely powderful...
nice lah...

OUr two teachers...
Who took good care of us 5...
Together with ke ai de moo moo...

Its the end...
I may still add in...
my sexy yang gui hui...( actually is yang gui fei) XD..

Tuff n fun

2006-10-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

today is the day course for the bltc...

First day...

A little tuff...

But lots of fun...

strict... but i really love it...

ELMO...

really sooooo coool

our group name...

i think that is for all..

go write reflections le...

goodnite...

Fun N Still Fun

2006-10-19T08:37:00.000+08:00

So long Since i last blog..
someone dat i realli hate always thinks dat i like her and constantly sticks to me...
always backstab me when she herself hates backstabbers...
wtf
can she spare a thought for others...
like i treat her...
why must i put up with all these when i hate her...
All shye talks is herself herself and still herself..
Like she is the only one that is important in life...

Can she put herself in others shoes...

Saded

Lonliness Refuel...

2 many things 2 many thots

2006-09-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

First it was the rejection of our camp proposal...
Bloody... Sweaty...
It was all our time and effort spent and how much wonderful time..
Then it was like...
I felt hypocritic...
I was like joining in the fun but yet i felt the tinch deep down in me...
i was pathatic...
i treated someone with no sympathy and feel
Why did i do that,she was like making me hate her soooo much.
She thinks that i like her, but yet i seriously do not...
But to make her feel better, i treat her with care and concern.
When i give her an inch, she wants a foot...
OMG!!!What am i to do...
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Another issue..
I went to watch the Forbidden City: Portrait of the Empress...
It was a play of the deep love of the mother to the son but was told to the world a different story, that states that she killed her son due to the power struggle...
How sad that was...
The music was fantastic and the crowd that turn up was spectacular despite the high pricing of the play which varies from 160-30 singapore dollars...
I went for the 60..
cool
wonderful...
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Today...
I was supposed to be on mc dur to the infection in my throat and nose...
But...
I turn up in school today. there was a English test that will not be made up for if you are not present...
sooo... the kiasu personality in me told me that i have to lun...
and get to school by hook or by crook to complete the test and get the marks thet will be counted...
ok i think that is all...
Quote for the day: by me the rubbish chute: Cruelty is for you to decide how far do you want to carry it...
**Carry it to the fullest extend and you will enjoy it...
Shiok Sia...

Define Cruelty

2006-09-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

From the oxford dictionary i know the meaning of cruelty...
It basically means:To enjoy the suffering of others or to cause suffering.
Then let me ask a question...
Is ps considered an act of cruelty??
in my opinion, it is a firm no...
Let me start of withwhy i started that...
She causing me suffering and therefore i started to ps her and the rest followed suit, is it my fault??
I dare say again a firm no.It is just my personal opinionand thats their own choice if they choose to follow suit so ther is nothing i can do to change their mind if they set their mind to do so...

Anyway the water bomb thing was fantastic..
Thanks to all the seniors...
It was so much fun...
How nice if we can have more of this...

heaven is never Fair...

2006-09-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

What have i done to deserve this!
Can anyone at home take me for a human being a part of the family???Have they ever tried? No...They just take me for Cheap labour use and throw...
WHAT DO THEY EXACTLY WANT!!!
Pls let me know...
All they know...is to take care of my younger cousins...
Anything wrong that they do i will be punish, is this fair for me. All they balme has been pushed to me, what else do they want??
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At last camp proposal done ...
Sorry to those who are not in the discussion today,(except Yiren who have excuse that is VALID)
your name will not be included into the proposal!!!
And other than that you will not be allowed to view our proposal...
This is meant for Hazsima and akmal...
Just remember...
Don't always slack and try to make your way out of hard work and try to get the reward.
There is no free lunch in this world...

tired out

2006-09-05T21:51:00.001+08:00

Just came back from BLTC...
SO damn tired...
schedule so crazy lol, the last nite trek last until 3am ... do they take us for superman...???
But the one thing is that... i really enjoy the bonding of the friends in the camp...

ELMO:)
THE SpOnGeBob FaMiLy... 4eva.. n eva.. n eva
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todae is not a nice day for me...
i quarrelled with my aunties...
they are always siding my cousins and wadever i do is never rite...
sad sob sob...
can anyone actually think of my feeloings and feel for me like i am human being???
I am not a machine mind you... even machine needs tender loving care at times when oiling but do i have that??? no... whatever i do for them they just take it for granted...

so sad... once again... LONLINESS REFUEL>>>

tired out

2006-09-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

humans are humans...

2006-08-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

when one starts to have new friends, they start to neglect theirs who are always standing behind them...they seldo9m realise but their friends starts to get hurt...
i was once like that...
ever since i got that back that from one of my frinds who hurt me so deeply... i set out my heart never to do so again...
but now , i once again feel the pain... so deep, so real,so hurt.
even one or two of my other friends can feel the coldness that she now show us...
Can that someone, whom i do not wish to name please reflect on your actions and do not hurt others further...

2006-08-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

this is nice, suitable for all ages all gender all races all religion. Creative, innovative and as well attractive. this is a very chio girl. for all to enjoy...
credits to : michelle
visit ... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmGii1fnZrU

loneliness refuel!!!

2006-08-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

Everyday in my life
All the things are changing
Never from bad to better
But always from bad to worse

Put someone or something beside me,
To always share my pain and sorrow
Always thinking i'm happy,
Never thought of my feelings.

Put a little thought in there,
To try understand me better.
Lights by the streets may be brighter.
Both for you and I

dun ever backstab when you hate backstabbers..

2006-08-08T10:44:00.000+08:00

i UNINTENTIONALLY CAME ACROSS A BLOG OF ONE OF MY FRIENDS. and you guess what i saw i saw that my actions towards her cause her much misery...
But what was i thinking of.. Yes she says she hates backstabing but wad i saw was she backstabbing me wad the heck..

What kind of an ATTITUDE is she trying to show

** Axxxx, Axxxxx they 2 are of the same kind so irritating.
Really wonder how to treat them. Really make my head wanna burst.
Good they say i am suaning them treat them nice they say i hypocritic, treat them with attitude say i backstab...

God , pls tell me wad kind of a people are they...

hate hate hate them to the core
this is hell sort of torture
anyone wants to tell me what to do

2006-08-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

life...

2006-08-08T10:13:00.000+08:00

Light, right above my head. But all i see is darkness in my face,can someone tell me please. What should i do.Filled in me is all sorrow and pain what should i actually do?
SHUT UP and keep everything in me and suffer in silence or should i VOICE OUT and get all the scolding once and for all. There is no one by me.. the lonely me...

Chocolate Days are over for Me......

2006-08-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

Chocolates are my life. Without chocolate, what it is?Its is just an empty shell awaiting to be filled. Sadness arising from deep inside, how well can i keep the sadness.I am always showing the happy side of me, have anyone ever put any serious thoughts in understanding me?Almost confidently, i dare say a definite no.
People look at me, they say i am in a family of love. With so many aunties taking care of me what kind of problems , what kind of stress will i have? Let me tell you this, things just happen like that,with too many women by you, too much nagging it is irritating. On the surface, yes! i am very well taken cared of but nobody pays any attention to my feelings. Yes i am just a growing child and i should listen to what the more grown up says and just follow. But i am not just any primary school kid. this is my Secondary School Days and i am already maturing, can they just give me the freedom to make my choices and at least let me feel that i am not always in the wrong and that they are always correct.
Chocolates have already give up their hope on me, sometimes i really want my dad to come back to Singapore. I don't mind to have an extra person to scream and shout and scold me. At least when he scolds me, i can feel his love for me. But i know that i cannot be so selfish as to ask him to leave his job in china and come back to Singapore to accompany me...

The lonely me.......

chocolates are healthy

2006-07-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hip Hip Hooray and congrats to all chocolate lovers, like me. Now i am going to tell a good news. Chocolates are not like what people say fatening and filled with sugar and may cause diseases.
Chocolate has been used to treat diseases and maladies such as depression. Civilizations from Mexico to Europe have hailed chocolate as an aphrodisiac. The U.S. government officially recognized its virtues in World War II, making the chocolate candy bar standard issue for the military.
Chocolate contains vitamins A, B1, C, D, and E, as well as potassium, sodium, iron, and fluorine. Now, researchers say those creamy chocolate confections may actually help us live longer, too.
Harvard researchers tracked nearly 8,000 males, with an average age of 65. Those men who enjoyed chocolate and candy lived almost a year longer than those who did not. Those who ate one to three candy bars per month had a 36 percent lower risk of death (compared to the people who ate no candy), while those who ate three or more candy bars per week had a 16 percent lower risk.
So.. you see chocolate is also of some use. I am so happy

A little more of me...

2006-07-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

Besides the love for chocolates, also , i am a super winnie the pooh fan...

chocolates...

2006-07-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

Chocolates are very powerful weapons...
They make you happy, sad ,anxious yet calm.
From rum to truffles it is a pleasure to savour its flavors...

Before chocolate was a sweet candy, it was a spicy drink. Some of the earliest known chocolate drinkers were the ancient Maya and Aztecs of Mesoamerica.They ground cacao seeds into a paste that, when mixed with water, made a frothy, rather bitter beverage. Drinking chocolate was an important part of life for the Classic Period Maya and the Aztecs.

Until the 1500s, no one in Europe knew anything at all about the delicious drink that would later become a huge hit worldwide. Spain’s search for a route to riches led its explorers to the Americas and introduced them to chocolate’s delicious flavor.Eventually, the Spanish conquest of the Aztecs made it possible to import chocolate back home, where it quickly became a court favorite. And within 100 years, the love of chocolate spread throughout the rest of Europe.

Tomoyasu

Intro of Chocolates

2006-07-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

Chocolate.. chocs... luves
hocolate.
There are few foods that people feel as passionate about -- a passion that goes beyond a love for the "sweetness" of most candies or desserts: after all, few people crave caramel, whipped cream, or bubble gum. Chocolate is, well, different. For the true chocoholic, just thinking about chocolate can evoke a pleasurable response.
The cacao tree (Theobroma cacao) is a native of Central and South America. Today, it is cultivated around the equator, and can be found in the Caribbean, Africa, South-East Asia, and even in the South Pacific Islands of Samoa and New Guinea.
There are three main varieties of cacao trees. The most common is Forastero, which accounts for nearly 90% of the world's production of cacao beans. Rarest and most prized are the beans of the Criollo variety. Their aroma and delicacy make them sought after by the world's best chocolate makers. Finally, there is the Trinitario variety of cacao, which is a cross between Criollo and Forastero